Excited!!!

I'm really excited!! But i don't know why am i excited! Is it cause of November? or is it cause of February? or is it our wedding? I'm not too sure.

Why am i excited??? WHY??

I've been pretty blur lately as well. I think it's cause of that dream. That crazy dream i've been having for the pass 2 weeks. Its driving me crazy :(

IN OTHER NEWS!!
I've already made up my mind on which bridal i wanna go with. The cheapest.. Phil Art Photography. I'll sign up next year and  make sure to get our wedding photo taken :D I can't wait for it.

Now i gotta think of where to borrow my car. It's either my uncle's BMW or the Starexx.. but either way, i'm hoping to borrow my uncle's BMW. I want my wedding to be pretty and grand and pretty much everything.. I can't wait for our wedding day!!!!

Arguing and Not Talking.. :(

Alex and i are fighting again. It's pretty bad this time. We're totally not talking to each other. No emails, no contact. Mostly cause of me, Raya is almost here and i get so damn stressed when those people can't do their job right and I don't have time to do my job.

THAT FUCKING BITCH!!! I SWEAR THAT ONE DAY SOMETHING REALLY BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO HER FOR DOING ALL OF THIS TO US AND I WILL LAUGH AT HER!!

Seriously, I can't finish my work because i have to do other people's work and i get lecture for it. Everybody else is happy doing their job and we're doing it all fine without her breathing down our neck. Without her, we didn't scream and shout at each other and we can do all our work fine. Because of her, we can't get our work done. She keep slotting not so important work into the schedule. Ugh! Why can she sit down and shut up.

I SWEAR THAT SHE WILL HAVE A BAD STROKE OF THE WAY SHE TREATS PEOPLE! Everyone left because of her.. Susan, Theresa, Ken, Vivian, Goh.. They all say the same reason. GOOD HEART MY ASS!! If you have a good heart, you should know how to not shout at people as you like.

But anyways, it's effecting my temper and my temper is effecting my relationship.

I STILL SWEAR THAT SHE WILL GET A BAD STROKE!! My aunt or not, if i work for her, she'll never be my aunt. NEVER EVER!!!

Happy and Sad

I'm happy that i went to Bali with Alex but the sad part is that we have to leave and i have to say goodbye to him ;( That's always the saddest part about saying goodbye to my darling. I don't want him to leave, i want him to come home with me :( i really really want him to come home with me. I miss him so much.

I don't wanna talk about the sad side so i wanna talk about all the HAPPY things. We got to Bali, the first thing was our luggage being snag by airport security.. DAMN THOSE PEOPLE!! but you know me, i'm the fussy kind so i told them off. I really wish i could've scream THIEF really really loud, like when i was in Heathrow now that's big embarrassment to the people :D

And besides that, we had lots of fun. We went cycling and we went to see the floating temple (Pura Tanah Lot) especially during the sunset, its really beautiful.. and we got hit by waves as well, well at least only Alex did :D i got quick feet so i dashed up the rock so i didn't get wet at all. And our villa, the most amazing thing ever! Robyn & Dean (the owner) are really really nice and we had an amazing stay there, the staff are nice. Wayan and Komang are really just nice people.

 http://villasaraswati.com/   -   there is the website if you wanna go have a look.

The shopping there is fun as well. You get to bargain for loads of stuff and it was fun. There are lots of beautiful coasters as well. All the beautiful colors.. and the clothes and some other souvenirs, oh and there's also beautiful paintings. I'll definitely go back and buy those coasters. I get attracted to pretty colors :)


I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO BALI : D

Planning, Planning, Planning..

i'll be flying off next Thursday, i'm excited and yet not so very excited.. i'm not very sure why i'm not excited about it. Could it be that i just went through a fight with Alex? it probably should, cz when i'm talking to him. i still don't feel comfortable. I kinda did ignore him after that.
well, i hope i don't ruin the holiday cause i know after so long, he won't keep his hands of me. i really miss his hugs and kisses and his touch as well. i miss them so much and hey, i'll get presents as well, so i'm happy :)

Now another thing. Plans for this September and October. since i won't be going to the UK, i kinda wanna go to KL or maybe just a BBQ at Damai Beach, but i gotta find the right place first. i think it'll most probably be the BBQ. We'll have all the beef and lamb and chicken and fish and potatoes and sausages and burgers.. it'll be awesome!!

Mom's birthday and some things as well :)

So mom's birthday is in May and its on Mother's day (May 13th) i don't have plans for her but i got her present done :D

i'm getting her favourite TV show that's cancelled a long time ago, The Greatest American Hero. Never seen the movie but heard it was good. And since mom likes it, i guess i'm ok with it as well :)

In other news, was talking to my uncle about Bali and he said there's no good place to go diving but there is the water park.. and i've been aiming to go to the water park for a while, so i am going :D and well i'll be spending more time in Kuta thn in Ubud.

it's gonna be awesome!!!!

Change of Plans..

We got a minor change of plans for our Bali trip. No delay or anything but we will be cancelling our Honeymoon Package. I feel kinda sad but well, there's nothing i can do about it. He's the one that's paying for it.

But the good news is that we'll go cycling and of course we'll be swimming with the dolphins so i'm happy. And i hope i don't have my period that time : ( if not i'll feel all depress for not joining him on our quest for dolphin swimming.

hmm.. he's having second thoughts about the cycling, but there's no way he's backing out of it. if he's backing out of it, thn i'll back out of the trip to Scotland :P if he wanna be mean, i'm mean as well :D

But i'm always a sweet girl that no one messes with :P

Married, Teen Moms... Apocalypse must be near

So i found out that most of my old friends are married to each other. To me i think its a bit weird cause well, you've known each other all your life and suddenly you found yourself married to the person next to you.

IT'S TOTALLY OUT OF THE QUESTION!!

and at a pretty young age as well. at 18 or 19. i wander if they already have kids? i know Pauline already got a kid and Jong (Chieng Hieng) she got an accident child. That's what you get for not doing it with protection. I have no idea how these people keep up with it.

i mean seriously, why throw your life away? i mean you're only 17, it's not like your 21 or 25 but 17?! what the fuck is wrong with these people. i think its a sign that the Apocalypse is near. it must be, people don't go around get impregnated by people.

TEEN MOM = APOCALYPSE
ALIEN INVASION = APOCALYPSE
I START READING BOOKS = APOCALYPSE IS ONLY A FEW MONTHS AWAY FROM US.

gosh, i make things sound so horrible :P

That's where we'll be going :D

really excited... can't wait

Bali (14/6 - 22/6) and Honeymoon Package

Oh god, i'm so happy that we're finally going to Bali. i think it'll be the happiest day of my life. i really really can't wait for it.

i get more and more excited each day. there's the water park and the sunset beach and did you know that we'll be going for the Honeymoon package :D i'm so excited. i kinda wanna try the 100 Sunset Boutique Hotel, cause well, the Honeymoon package give us a complimentary cake :) and i really love the designs to the rooms that they will prepare :)

i don't really know what else to say about Bali. i don't really know much about it. i need to go there and see. oh and i wanna try the Country Cycling as well. it could be awesome given that its been a thousand years since i rode a bike :D

now the only thing i need to get is my passport done and my tickets book and i'm ready to fly :) oh and not forgetting my bikini ;) and my sunscreen. i need serious sunscreen as much as Alex does :D i'm actually kinda glad his friend Sid and Kyle won't be coming cause well, we'll be doing lot of stuff and i mean "stuff" so i don't want them to bother :P

i don't got much to say all i know is, i really wish June could come quick and i can be in Bali with my darling :)

Missing the boyfriend...

oh god how i miss him so very very much. he's been away from me for only 2 weeks and i've been missing him like crazy :( i wanna cry but i must be strong. i cannot cry about everything. he has to work and so do i. but no matter what, i still miss him. i'm really glad he called today. i didn't really want him to call cz he was tired but i'm glad he made the effort to call even though i don't want him to. and so i was bikini shopping and i really really wanna get those neon bikinis, they are so adorable. and also a few others. i wanna wear them so bad :P only 4 months away till we meet again. i can't wait to see him. i miss him so much. and this time we get to go to KL.. OMG!! i really hope some of his friends come :D so well ofc, at least i get to meet some of his friends and drown someone in the pool :P oh and i wanna go to the scream park as well and the night park too so i can see the night version scream park :D oh god, i cannot NOT go see it anymore. it'll awesome!! oh well, i think thats all from me now. its been so long since i've made a blog entry but well i'll try to come back as much as i can :D